It’s the small stories
that you will never find in History books that our schools supply that I find
give a much better picture of our Confederate ancestors.
The following story as
given by Robert Styles is one. It’s taken from ---
FOUR YEARS UNDER MARSE
ROBERT
BY ROBERT STILES
Major of Artillery in
the Army of Northern Virginia
“An incident
occurred, on or near the Nine-Mile road, some time before the week of battle
opened, which is strongly illustrative at once of my father's faith and of the
childlike simplicity of the great bulk of our soldiery. Two companies, I think
from South Carolina, were supporting a section of our battery in an advanced
and somewhat isolated position. About the middle of the afternoon father drove
down from Richmond, and after he had distributed his provisions and talked with
us a while, proposed to have prayers, which was readily acceded to. Quite a
number of men from the neighboring commands gathered, and just as we knelt and
my father began his petitions the batteries across the way sent two or three
shells entirely too close to our heads to be comfortable-- I presume just by
way of determining the object of this concourse.”
“ I
confess my faith and devotion were not strong enough to prevent my opening my
eyes and glancing around. The scene that met them was almost too much for my
reverence and came near being fatal to my decorum. Our Carolina supports, like
the rest of us, had knelt and closed their eyes at my father's invocation and,
simple-hearted fellows that they were, felt that it would be little less than
sacrilege to rise or to open them until the prayer should be completed; and yet
their faith was not quite equal to assuring them of God's protection, or at
least they felt it would be wise and well to supplement the protection of
heaven by the trees and stumps of earth, if they could find them, and so
they were actually groping for them with arms wide extended but eyes tight
closed, and still on their knees. “”
“I hardly know what
might have been the effect upon me of this almost impossibly ludicrous scene
had I not glanced toward my father. As was his habit in public prayer, he was
standing; his tall, majestic figure erect and his worshipful, reverent face
upturned to Heaven. Not a nerve trembled, not a note quavered. In a single
sentence he committed us all to God's special keeping while we worshipped; and
then, evidently, he did worship and supplicate the Divine Being without the
slightest further consciousness of the bursting shells, which in a few moments
ceased shrieking above or about us, and our little service closed without
further interruption. And then it was beautiful to observe how these
simple-hearted boys gazed at my father, as if indeed he had been one of the
ancient prophets; but I heard some of them say they liked that old preacher
mighty well, but they didn't just feel certain whether they wanted him around
having prayers so close under the Yankee guns; that he "didn't seem to pay
hardly enough attention to them things."
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